Amelia Earhart on Norwich Island
Part 29
September 28th,
1937
It
was a lovely tide pool. Bigger than a swimming pool, ranging from four to eight
feet deep. Crystal clear water, replenished regularly by the surf now booming
just beyond the lip of the reef. Full of fish, every size, shape, color
imaginable. Big brain corals that seemed almost iridescent. Staghorn corals,
plate-like corals. Sea anemones and sea cucumbers.
She
had been looking for sea cucumbers when she came out here, clear to the edge of
the reef – hard on her foot except that the warm, circulating water seemed to
soothe its fire. Once here, she hadn’t been able to resist stripping off her
ragged shirt and jockey shorts, lowering herself gently into the water.
Floating, paddling, ducking herself.
“For
the fun of it.”
She
smiled, floating on her back in the shimmering water. Her shirt and shorts were
hung on the stick she had used for balance on the way out, now stuck upright in
a crack. Her hair, long and no longer curly, spread out around her head. She
looked placidly out over the edge.
There
were dolphins – not in the tide pool, of course, but right off the reef, so
close that she had been startled at first by their blowing. Half a dozen or
more, leaping and cavorting. She blew them a kiss.
She
had awakened that morning with a pretty clear head. Not too much confusion.
Probably because there had been a brief rain squall last night and she had been
able to drink her fill, even fill a few shells and cans and her Swiss shoe to
set aside. It was perfectly remarkable what a difference it made to have enough
water – or not.
“I’ll
write something about it for Cosmo.”
It
was refreshing to imagine the future; she should be grateful to Birgie for
helping her do so. Making her do so.
“But
how can you be grateful to someone who wants to eat you? Academic question; she’ll not get the
chance.”
So,
what about the Bureau of Air Commerce? Gene would support her, and Eleanor
would too, most likely. And the public, when she came home from this ordeal –
even with a leg missing, or maybe that would make it better – the public would
be behind her all the way.
So
much to be done, to improve airports, regularize flight schedules, encourage
industry to build bigger, faster planes capable of carrying big cargo loads
long distances. Prepare, very likely, for war.
“War.
My god…”
But
she would be living proof of what women could do. She would never again have to
lecture on the subject – at least not often; she would make the point simply by
doing her job, with grace and elegance.
And
she could take care of Mommie, and Pidge… Tears sprang from her eyes. How
worried they must be! If only there were a way to let them know that she was
alive, and that she was coming home. She grimaced furiously in the direction of
America.
“I
am coming home!”
As
if summoned by her thoughts, there was a schooner.
Quite
a way offshore, heading northeast. Was it really there? She blinked, closed her
eyes, opened them again. Yes! It was still there! Solid, real, heeling over as
it tacked up the wind.
Up,
on her feet. Oh heavens, she was naked! Into the jockey shorts, never mind the
shirt. No, wave the shirt, jump up and down…
“Ow!”
Not on her swollen, tender foot. But wave, wave! She could see… yes, someone on
the stern, maybe at the wheel. A flash of light – binoculars! He saw her,
surely!
“Oh,
Mister Eric, Koata – you’re here!”
What
to do? Stay here and keep waving? Surely she had been seen by now; yes, there
was another flash from the binoculars. The man – just a silhouette against the
shining sea – waved an arm! What would they do? Go around and anchor in the lee
– or tie off to the Norwich City, as
the schooner had in her dream. This WAS the schooner in her dream! Nimanoa!
So
she should go around to the other side, meet them when they came ashore. And –
heavens, make herself presentable! One last wave, and she began to hobble back
toward the beach.
But
in her dream they had found her on this side, in her camp. Should she do
something that violated the structure of the dream? What would happen then?
“Oh
god, I don’t know. Just let them come!”
She
turned, waved again, stepped in a hole and went down, her foot sending such
shock waves up her leg that the world went black, streaked with brilliant red,
and she collapsed on the reef.
For
a time all she could do was lie half covered by water, while waves of pain
swept through her, but gradually they diminished. She watched as the world
slowly lightened. Saw sky, clouds, birds.
Gingerly,
she sat up, removed her foot from the hole into which it had slipped. Twisted
to look out over the reef edge. There was no ship.
“Gone
around. Going to anchor, tie off.”
She
got up on her knees. The stick had floated away. Managed to rise to her feet,
pain stabbing up her leg. Hands on knees, keeping weight off her left foot, she
struggled to maintain consciousness. Surely she really had seen a ship – yes,
surely. Though maybe not. She shook her head, grimaced.
“OK,
going to meet them isn’t in the cards – if…. So, back to camp. Follow… follow
the dream.”
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Aboard
the schooner Leukothea, beating
upwind for Canton Island and a hoped-for cargo of copra, Ivan Yonklopovitch pounded
the taffrail, almost in tears.
“Please,
Captain! I saw her! Woman, white woman! Long hair, nothing but…” He pondered a
second, could she really have been wearing jockey shorts?
“Almost
naked, waving a cloth. She must be – how you say? Castaway!”
Dirty
Mike McWatter grimaced around his cold cigar, scanning the receding shoreline
with the binoculars he had seized from his mate. Deeks Enos, the Hawaiian
helmsman maintained a studious silence; it was fun to watch the haoles argue.
“Igor,
you drunken Bolshie….”
“My
name Ivan, Captain, you know that. And no god-fucking Bolshevik; White Russian;
how often I tell you?”
“You
look like an Igor to me, you vodka-swilling Commie. So you had me dragged up
here from my nap…”
“No
good Kanaka didn’t want, but I said must get captain! Poor woman! We rescue!”
“Igor,
that island – Gardner Island, it’s called, is unin-fucking-habited!” Nobody
there! Get it? No woman, no man, no nothing but birds and crabs.”
“Woman
maybe shipwrecked! Got to save her!”
“Igor,
you pathetic drunk, there’s nobody there! I’m looking; I’ve been
looking. Nothing but birds and fucking dolphins.”
“She
wave and run back toward beach!”
“So
she must not’ve been too anxious to be rescued, eh? Anyways, she’s not on the
beach now, and nobody seems to have seen her but you.”
“I
saw! I saw! For sure! Must rescue her!”
“This
island doesn’t even have a fucking anchorage, you bleary-eyed Bolshie. We
couldn’t get ashore if we wanted to!”
“Not
Bolshevik! I take boat, four Kanaka, we go over reef!”
“And
bust up my boat, and maybe my Kanakas too? You’re dreaming, you crap-mouthed
Cossack!” He handed the binoculars back to Yonklopovitch and spat over the
rail..
“Enough
of this crap, Igor. Steady as she goes.”
Enos
nodded, began composing a song in his head about a lonely woman on an island.
No one had asked what he had seen.
September 29th,
1937
Morning.
Another morning. Bird calls. Surf. Crab clatter. Wind in the boughs.
No
one had come. She had reached camp, unwrapped her feet, found the
long-discarded tin of Vince and used the dregs of powder she found there – or
did she just imagine them? – to scrub her teeth with her finger, rinse her
mouth. Put on her only remaining outerwear – Fred’s fraying coveralls – and
composed herself in the hammock.
But
what if they missed her? She should at least go out to the beach! Maybe leave a
sign there.
But
in the dream they had found her on their own. Trust the dream.
She
had waited, and finally gone to sleep.
And
now it was morning and no one was there. Except Birgie, hanging upside down on
the tree-trunk above her feet.
“You were expecting…?”
She
fought back tears.
“I
saw a ship.”
“So, figured it was Mister Eric
come to rescue you, eh?”
“Well,
it wasn’t impossible. Still isn’t.”
“Been a long time, though.”
It
was true, of course. But maybe they had had trouble anchoring, or mooring to
the shipwreck.
“Maybe they had trouble
mooring, but I don’t think so.”
“You’re
now an expert on ship operations.”
“Nope, don’t know a spanker
from a spinnaker, but I am part of the great crab communication network, and
I’m not picking up any signals.”
“You
communicate… how?”
“Our little arthropodic secret,
sweet-chops, but take my word for it, everything around you is communicating,
all the time.”
“How?”
“Like I say, honey, it’s our
secret. Just like radio’s yours. How do those signals propagate?”
“Radio
signals? They’re waves of electromagnetism – created by passing electricity
through a magnetic field.”
“Um-hmm. And electricity is…?”
“Electricity
is… Why am I explaining this to a crab?”
“So I’ll explain to you about
crabmunication, and tree-talk. But never mind; I won’t, and you wouldn’t
understand if I did.”
“I
will not be patronized by a crab!”
“Hoity-toity! No conversations
with crustaceans!”
She
closed her eyes, blinking back scarce tears.
“I
didn’t say that. I just… Oh damn!”
Why
wasn’t Dr. Karla here? Or Boo-ka? Why did she have to talk with this…
“…this
bilious bug!”
“Hey, hey, careful, there,
madam mammal; let’s have some interspecies respect!”
“I’m
supposed to respect you?”
“You might try it. You know…”
“Bushwa!”
“…you’ve actually been pretty
good at that.”
“What?”
“Respecting other life forms –
rodents, birds, horses, Syrians, Chinese…”
Was
Birgie complimenting her?
“So why not a little
fellow-feeling for Birgus latro?”
“Right;
you’d like me to give you a hand.”
“Good one! But I’ll settle for
a foot – that left one’s really no use to you.”
“Thanks,
but I’m attached to it.”
“You’re hittin’ on all sixes
today! Give the girl some water and she turns into Joan Blondell!”
“Not
really my style.”
“There you go again. Going all
high hat on me.”
“Bush…”
“Y’know, if you hadn’t gotten
so high hat, you wouldn’t …”
“Be
here.”
She
hesitated, looking up into the leaves.
“I
know, Birgie; I know…. If I hadn’t let myself think I could do anything, that
the gods or fates would take care of me…”
“Yup.”
“If
I’d been more honest with people – including myself. If I hadn’t taken to
lording it over Mother and Muriel. If I’d accepted more help, learned more…”
She
lapsed into silence, staring stonily into the branches. When Birgie spoke, it
almost sounded gentle.
“Hindsight’s a wonderful thing,
Meelie.
She
nodded. Knowing that didn’t help.
And you’d be home now, safe in
the bosom…”
“I’d
be home, publishing another book, making more lectures, and then…”
“Then…?”
And
then. Well, yes. Just imagine…
“Maybe
help Franklin, and Eleanor. Use my … my fame – to advance good causes, help
people. Help develop aviation. Help the country, the world. And of course, my
family…”
Birgie
was silent.
“And
damn it, that’s what’s going to happen! I’m not done yet! Mister Eric
and his men are tying up to the shipwreck right now! They’ll be here, and…
Birgie?”
No
response. Overhead, the leaves sparkled against the sky. She concentrated on
them, forming her words carefully, speaking to the trees.
“Or…
OK, let’s face it.”
The
branches quivered in the breeze; two snow-white terns zoomed across her field
of vision. She whispered.
“…or
‘I, like you, shall lay me down and die.’”
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Notes
“I’ll write
something about it for Cosmo.” AE
wrote regularly for Cosmopolitan
Magazine, and served as its aviation editor. See http://www.ameliaearhartmuseum.org/AmeliaEarhart/AEAviator.htm
“…there was a
schooner.” “Some years after her last flight, it was reported that a
Russian sailor had seen a white woman signaling from a small island dressed in
jockey shorts. George told Gene that the outfit was wrong – it couldn’t be
Amelia, because ‘she always wore my shorts when she flew, but I wear boxer
shorts’” East to the Dawn 291-2. On
this thin basis I have built this otherwise entirely imagined episode.
“Joan Blondell.”
Popular vaudeville and movie performer in the 1930s and beyond, often in comic
roles. See https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joan_Blondell.
“I, like you,
shall lay me down and die.” From a poem fragment
attributed to AE; see Courage is the
Price, p. 108.
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